On why should I write again

Except, No one say i should though.

I wrote a lot on my college years. I stopped when i got a job. Whether it is a coincidence or something more is still up in the air. It doesnt really make a difference in my daily life though. 

I used to wrote a lot when i went to school. A love lost, trouble with grades, social critique that too edgy yet to insignificant. They say good writer is a tortured soul. Sleep is enemy of literature. Either that or i just have too many times on my hand that i dont spend studying or solving my actual problem. I am imagining myself the hero of my own distress.

I've been worse indeed. I might be much happier that i dont write anymore. Writing is what "browsing through online shopping apps imagining having nice things with the money you have but you cant afford to spend because you are worried much about financial sustainability" to peniless student who have no idea of such rich lifestyle. Why should i babble my dim thought in digital space that nobody care about when i could participate in sharing glitters and sparks that people love? I struggled still, but i am now have resources to have sleep and to not torturing my soul.

And i become my own hero too. I am slaying dragons of horrible bosses, climbing the dungeon of office politics, claiming treasure chest of bonus and salary increases, even charming the princess. Because thats what a hero do. Thats what growing up do.

I am the legend that i sing about years ago. But i am the hero without song to sing about. And what kind a hero that dont have a lore.